My Secret

Here's the story. Growing up I was a terribly shy girl. It's not that I was told to only speak when spoken to, BUT that's what I did. I rarely spoke unless I had to. I'm pretty sure I made it through all four years of high school without uttering a word. DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY SECRETS I HAVE!? A LOT! Even during my evaluation at my last job, the only complaint the principal had about me was that I don't talk enough! I'M JUST NOT A TALKER, OK!? Ugh, how frustrating!

It wasn't until my junior year in college when I began spending more time with Seth and his friends that I finally began to open up to people. I made a lot of really great friends and became pretty close with a few of them (they may know some of my secrets). This new found talking of mine may have been due to the group of people being so amazing or it may have been due to the abundance of alcohol that was constantly available to me. Which I loved, by the way.

Last weekend when we were all at Chad's house celebrating his birthday, the same feeling of reservations and shyness washed over me once again. I realized that I was being so quiet. And, blast from the past, I feel like I didn't say a word unless someone spoke to me! (Other than small talk, like finding out where everyone is living and working these days). So, since I don't tell you all about my life when I see you in person, this blog is going to do that for me via internets. Believe it or not, Sam doesn't even know everything there is to know about me, so this is a pretty big deal for me to be starting a blog and sharing my thoughts with those that care! I hope you're looking forward to it! I have a lot to say!

P.S. Sam knows almost everything about me. Mainly because we are really the same person in two different bodies.